Sizzle of a Blowtorch: Bourbon Creme Brûlée with Apple Compote

This is about something that I’ve always wanted to try. Not making Creme Brûlée. I mean getting to use a blowtorch in the kitchen. Don’t get me wrong, Creme Brûlée is fantastic! But there’s something about the whoosh of a blue-hot flame that is just freaking cool. Or hot… cool and hot?

This is getting too close to being a Katy Perry song….

I have always liked Creme Brûlée, though. It’s so creamy and has a wonderful caramelized crust that crunches when your spoon falls into it. But, I didn’t want to just make plain Creme Brûlée. It’s very sweet and decadent. I wanted the dessert in a different style, with something to balance the sweet and a touch of tart. So, I went with a Bourbon Creme Brûlée, adding in Woodford Reserve bourbon before baking to give it a different flavor than just cream and sugar. For the touch of tart, I decided that I wanted fruit. What’s in season right now? Honey Crisp apples. Who doesn’t love Honey Crisp apples? So, I decided on a Honey Crisp Apple Compote to go on top (compote in this regard is just a silly word meaning fruit pieces cooked in syrup).

The scraped bean

Anyway, to start with, I measured out the whipping cream and split the vanilla bean. I’ve never used a fresh vanilla bean before. It smelled amazing. You could substitute vanilla extract if you’d rather, but it’s worth it to use the bean. Once split, you scrape out the pulp from the bean and put the bean and the pulp into a saucepan, with the whipping cream. And then I heated it up to a simmer on medium high. The sweet aroma is really good by the end. Once the cream started to simmer, I removed it from heat and let it rest, covered, for fifteen minutes.

Starting to smell like Creme Brûlée….

I then separated three egg yolks and added them to a mixing bowl with the sugar, whisking them around until they became uniform and lighter in color. Then I added the bourbon and whisked in the whiskey (See what I did there? Yeah… it wasn’t very funny to me either….). Then, once the cream was finished resting, I mixed it in very slowly with the yolk and sugar mixture, blending it until everything was mixed together.

I poured the mixture into three ramekins—which is my new favorite word—and put them in a baking pan that I filled with hot water partially to help them cook properly. Then I slid the pan and ramekins into the oven pre-heated at 325 degrees. They stay in there for about 40 minutes. I removed the pan once the mixture was set, but the center still wobbly. Otherwise it won’t have it’s defining, creamy texture.

The ramekins were set in a refrigerator for about two hours. So, now that I had time, I started on the compote.

I heated up the orange juice and lemon juice and then added the sugar and cinnamon stick, letting them simmer a bit. I grated fresh nutmeg into it and vaguely wondered what the entire hunk of nutmeg would taste like, since it smelled so good.

I need to use this more often

While the syrup was cooking, I started chopping up the apples and then added them to the pot. The chunks will shrink when cooked, so don’t make them too small, but they’re for a topping so they don’t need to be huge. I cooked the whole thing until the apples were tender and the syrup reduced. I threw in pecan chips for a slightly different flavor. The syrup wasn’t thick enough, so I added molasses and sugar to taste.

The compote cooking

The compote cooking

It tasted pretty damn good.

Once done, I refrigerated the compote and waited.

And waited.

Wait… Something’s missing

Once the Creme Brûlée had rested enough, I took it out and let it sit on the counter for thirty minutes, which seemed a bit too long. I’d recommend fifteen or so. It depends on how thin you’d like the dish to be and if you want it a bit cold or at room temperature. I sprinkled sugar on top—not too much, but enough to make the crust. Then I got ready for my favorite part—using the blowtorch.

That’s better

You should probably use a kitchen torch. I don’t have one. But I do have a welding blowtorch. It’s a bit larger, but will get the job done and looks pretty awesome. Once ignited, I made little circles over the sugar until it started to boil, then picked up the ramekin and rotated it while still using the flame.

Once the crust looks perfect, it’s done. Let it sit for five more minutes and then top it with the compote, either warm or cold. I put a few more pecan chips on top as well.

The finished dessert

Here’s the recipe:

Bourbon Creme Brûlée With Apple Compote

Ingredients

For the Creme Brûlée

2 Cups Heavy Whipping Cream

1/2 Vanilla Bean

3 Egg Yolks

1/4 Cup Sugar

2 Tablespoons Bourbon (or to taste)

Additional Sugar for Caramelization

For the Apple Compote

2 Medium-Large Apples (Honeycrisp if in Season)

1/2 Cup Orange Juice

1 Tablespoon Lemon Juice

1/4 Cup Brown Sugar

1/4 Teaspoon Freshly Grated Nutmeg

1 Cinnamon Stick

1 Tablespoon Chopped Pecans

1 Tablespoon Molasses

Directions

Preheat the oven to 325 degrees Fahrenheit.

Split the vanilla bean down the center and scrape the pulp out using the dull edge of the knife.

Add the vanilla bean and vanilla bean pulp to a medium sauce pan with the heavy cream. Bring to a light boil at medium heat and remove from heat immediately and cover. Let stand for 15 minutes and discard vanilla bean.

Mix together egg yolks and sugar in a medium bowl, whisking until the mixture takes on a lighter color. Add bourbon to mixture and whisk until evenly distributed. Add cream a little at a time, whisking the mixture to evenly mix it. Evenly distribute mixture into 3 ramekins and place ramekins in cake pan. Fill cake pan with hot water until the water comes halfway up the ramekins to ensure even cooking. Cook 40 to 45 minutes, until brûlée is set, but still trembling in the center.

Let rest in refrigerator for 2 hours.

Heat up orange juice and lemon juice mixture in a medium saucepan on medium high heat until mixture begins to evaporate. Add brown sugar, nutmeg and cinnamon stick and allow to simmer.

Peel, core and dice apples into chunks.

When the sauce is just beginning to boil, add the apples in. Add chopped pecans. Let cook, stirring occasionally until apples are tender and syrup has thickened. Add molasses and sugar to taste as syrup reduces.

Cool compote in refrigerator or let stand for fifteen minutes prior to serving.

Once the Creme Brûlée has rested in refrigerator, pull out and let sit on counter for fifteen to twenty minutes.

Distribute sugar on top of Creme Brûlée, across whole surface for top. Keep even and do not use too much. Just an even coating.

Ignite torch and torch the top of the Creme Brûlée with blue flame, making small circles with torch until the sugar begins to boil. Lift up the ramekin in hand and rotate it around flame until crust caramelizes, forming a hard, brown surface on top of the Creme Brûlée. Let sit for at least 5 minutes.

Top Creme Brûlée with Apple Compote (chilled or warmed) and sprinkle a couple of pinches of chopped pecans on top.

Chill remaining Apple Compote for use in additional Creme Brûlée or other dishes.

NaNoWriMo… Winner!

After a grueling month, I am happy to say that I did finish NaNoWriMo yesterday, finishing with about 51,000 words. The novel still isn’t done, but I did accomplish my goal (something that I made somewhat difficult on myself after choosing not to write on Thanksgiving, because quite frankly all that I wanted to do was lie in bed and sleep after cooking and eating.

Strangely, my word count was about a hundred off of the NaNoWriMo website’s, despite me going back and putting spaces in-between the em-dashes (—) that I apparently like to use in my writing quite often. I used the writing program Ulysses, which I actually really enjoy! I’ve used Scrivener in the past, but I love how the focus in Ulysses—and it’s companion app on the iPad, Daedalus (hurray for James Joyce and Greek literature references!)—are so clean and are just focused on the words.

More posts now to come, since I will not be throwing all of my writing energy in that direction. Although some of it still will go that way, because I am not quite finished with the rough draft. The next few I have are cooking posts, so hopefully you enjoy those!

NaNoWriMo Update

I know, I haven’t been posting on here. Not good.

The reason is two-fold:

First off, I have been sick for about half this week and not feeling as if I can do much more than what I have been trying to do already. Which stinks, but it could be worse. Today was the first day I felt alright without having to take any DayQuil, so that’s a good sign.

Secondly, I have been writing. It’s just that all of that energy has been funneled into my NaNoWriMo project, which is going pretty well. I’m at the 24,000 word mark as of writing this and should easily outpace the 25,000 word half-way point that is supposed to be done as of this day, November 15th. So, that’s pretty awesome from my end.

My current view

My current view

I have a few ideas for posts that I will get to as soon as my energy isn’t consumed by novel writing and illness, so for that keep posted. In the meantime, I will keep writing like a madman to reach my goal of 50,000 words by 12:00 AM, December 1st.

The Steady Tapping of Keys: NaNoWriMo 2014

Every November, thousands of writers attempt what sounds like an absolutely preposterous competition with one goal: write a novel in a month. Now, it would be impossible to have a novel that could be published immediately after–editing alone tends to take longer than the actual writing of any work. So, the goal is 50,000 words in thirty days. Sounds kind of insane, but many authors reach that without needing a dedicated month for it. So, what’s the point?

To actually sit down, buckle in and do it.

That’s always the hardest part of writing. It’s fun and you feel wonderful and accomplished when you’re done. But the worst fear of any writer is a blank page.

So, to challenge myself, I’ve been working on a NaNoWriMo novel and have been doing okay so far. I’m about 9000 words in as of writing this, which is just about on track to finish by December. We shall see how it turns out.

For more information, visit the NaNoWriMo website here.

There Can Only Be One Highlander Grogg!

This Tuesday, I had to take my car into the dealership for a service recall, which was supposed to take about six hours or so. So, since it was my off day, I had some time to kill. I hopped on my bike and decided to go to a small cafe near my house for breakfast, Alreddy Cafe in Sharonville.

The front of the cafe

I have been to this cafe a few times before, once for lunch and a few times just to grab some coffee and a pastry. It’s a charming cafe, adorned with coffee themed decorations, intimate tables and a few larger comfy-looking booths. There’s even a round dining table right in front of the registers and the kitchen.

The cafe is located in Depot Square in downtown Sharonville—a spot that I’ve been visiting ever since I was old enough to stand and probably even before that. A few different restaurants and shops have opened up there through the years, including a fantastic ice cream parlor, which I remember frequenting with my family as a kid. The Sharonville library was once located in a small corner building just across the street. There’s a train caboose parked just outside the cafe next to the so-called “General Store” next door, which I remember playing on with my brother and friends as kids. We used to make up stories about what was inside—a hobo or a ghost lived in there and that’s why it was locked and sealed shut. Though, most likely, it was to keep teenagers and us out.

It was just before 11:00 AM when I rode up to Alreddy on my bike. I was craving a coffee and some breakfast. The dining area wasn’t busy and I had my pick of seating. I settled into a small table and was greeted by one of the waiters. I asked what kind of coffee was good there (they have several available) and she recommended their Breakfast Blend and the Highlander Grogg, which she described as having a slight maple flavor. I had to try the Highlander—there can only be one! I have a tendency to try odd flavorings…. It wound up being a good choice. I drank it black, but it would have been quite good with a splash of cream as well. The maple flavor was distinct, not too strong and the brew had a innate sweetness without adding any sweetener or sugar.

Their menu is a good mix of breakfast, lunch and dessert. I ordered the Big Breakfast, which sounded delicious after not really having dinner the night before. The meal includes eggs, toast (on white, wheat or rye), a choice of breakfast meat and their hash brown casserole, which I was really anxious to taste.

The Big Breakfast

During the short wait for food, people began to flood the cafe for lunch—this place definitely fills up during peak hours. Once the food arrived, I found out why. It’s delicious! The eggs were perfectly cooked (I had them scrambled) and accented by a tiny bit of parsley. Their bacon is thick cut and sweet. The toast came buttered and included a small bit of grape jelly. Finishing the plate was a garnish of lettuce and two orange slices.

My hash brown casserole stood out. Its a layer of hash browns, topped with a bit of sour cream and cheddar cheese with some chives sprinkled on top. It was quite delicious and filling. I’d order the breakfast again just for that, as it was a great complement for the rest of the meal.

Hash Brown Casserole

When leaving, the waitress was kind enough to offer me a cup of coffee to go, but as I was on my bike, I had to decline. They also offer their coffees by the pound, if you enjoy them well enough to brew at home.

I have had one lunch option here as well, the Steak Sandwich, which I would definitely recommend, as it tasted quite good. I look forward to going back here again and trying more of the lunch options!

Alreddy is open Monday through Saturday and is closed Sundays, which is surprising, considering the great breakfast and lunch options. You can check out their website here.

Atmosphere: B

Food: B+

Coffee: A

Price: B

Overall: B+

View from my table

 

 

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Rolling Through the Trees

In the early spring of this year, I got an itch. An impulse to do something new; get a new device, take up a new hobby or even just go somewhere different. I needed to break up my regular routine.

This was probably brought on by binge-watching a TV show on Netflix and not leaving the house for any extended period of time….

A few possibilities popped into my head:

Rock climbing. I have only done it a few times, but really enjoyed it each time. I was hesitant to try it with experienced people, because I would most likely wind up making an ass of myself.

Take up a new instrument. Maybe try to learn piano better or get around to learning more than just a little bit of drums or bass guitar. But teaching yourself an instrument is a huge time commitment and I already slack on playing the guitar too much as it is.

Mountain biking. I had always wanted to try it. It looked like it would be a lot of fun. Plus, I haven’t owned a bike in several years and I wanted one again. The last time I had been on a bike was during my vacation in Charleston and I loved being able to ride it around where ever I felt like going. Sure, I might wind up with my head tucked into a tree knot, but there are worse ways to go.

So, once I had a bit of money to spare, I did some research to figure out what would be a good starter bike, how much it would cost (a lot, if you’re looking for this year’s model) and headed out to a few bike stores. I decided it was best to follow the same strategy I always did with tennis racquets and golf clubs—go in after they release the next model and are trying to clear through the old stock.

With the bike, I got lucky. I went to Performance Bike in Kenwood just as they were slashing prices on last year's models and managed to snag a decent mountain bike for about half off the original cost. When I’m not familiar with something, I ask the sales people if they use anything like whatever I’m buying and if enjoy it. The sales rep at Performance didn’t have a frame of reference (he preferred road bikes), but one of the other guys in the store liked to ride the trails around Cincinnati and pointed me in the direction of my bike, a Diamondback Overdrive Sport.

I love my bike. It's not perfect and I had to upgrade the rear derailleur after smashing it against some rocks in a creek bed at Landed-Deerfield park, but it's been a ton of fun so far!

 

 

Off to the Races: Parker’s Blue Ash Tavern

The entrance of Parker’s

Parker’s decoration is characterized by paintings and pictures of horse racing and a strong Kentucky Derby conceit. There’s three signs above the bar, called the “Taproom,” which exclaim, “$6 Combined,” “$100 Minimum Bet” and “$10 Dollar Seller.” Their liquor selection is framed in the middle of the bar, which is a decent selection, with a great variety of bourbon—my particular favorite.

My one complaint with the drink selection? They don’t offer Mint Juleps year-round. In a bar that is flooded with images of horse racing…. It’s not as if the ingredients are difficult to come by—hell, mint would grow like a weed planted in sand. I asked about Mint Juleps closer to the Kentucky Derby, but even then they only offered them the weekend of.

Mt. Caramel Amber Ale

The fact that this is my main complaint about the Taproom here is quite telling—I like this place.

They have decent beer offerings. Not a vast collection of taps, but the beers that they have on draft are good. I don’t think there’s any that I would refuse. Some of the standouts are Kentucky Bourbon Barrel (always a nice choice), the seasonal Morelein, Rhineghiest or Mt. Caramel and a stout called New Holland Dragon’s Milk, which I have not seen anywhere else, but enjoy immensely. It’s a thick, bourbon barrel stout that is not for the feint of heart, but is scrumptious.

I usually enjoy happy hour here most, as the prices come down a bit and it becomes more affordable. Order off the small plates menu for appetizer-sized portions and you should be appeased with a small bill that’s also quite delicious. My favorites are the mussels and the crab cake, which are both fantastic. If you’re thinking of getting a steak here, don’t. It’s too expensive and doesn’t have any distinction that merits buying one at Parker’s instead of just making one yourself. If you keep posted to this blog and I might show you how to make a fantastic steak at home.

On this particular visit, I ordered a Mt. Caramel Amber Ale to start. The pour was quite good and the beer was delicious. Just a touch sweet and smooth, although it has a slight hoppy taste that follows it. I love living in Cincinnati, as far as our our local brews are concerned.

I ordered the crab cake as a sort of late lunch/appetizer before dinner. It’s a very small portion, but I’d still recommend it. It’s packed with flavor. This is the best crab cake that I’ve had in the area, aside from Mitchell’s Fish Market (which is a chain, but delicious). It comes with a corn salsa and a dab of remoulade sauce, to make an attractive looking plate.

Crab cake with corn salsa

The crab cake itself is sweet and moist—contrary to the dry and nasty feeling lump that you normally find at restaurants around here. Parker’s crab cake, however, is cooked well, with a caramel colored crust on the bottom and a soft and delicious top, looking almost like a coconut macaroon. There’s scallions cooked into the cake and it’s seasoned, but not overly so. Often, I need something with an inland crab cake to make it particularly worthwhile, but I could eat these without sauce or anything.

The crabcake

Mentioning the remoulade sauce: it’s fantastic. Not too overpowering, but it pairs perfectly with the crab cake and accents the sweetness with a wonderful tang. I wish they would have put a bit more on the plate, but it was nice not to have the whole crab cake smothered in sauce, like you find at some places.

My least favorite part? The corn salsa, which should have been called a cilantro salsa. There’s a fine line between too much and just enough cilantro and the corn just doesn’t have enough flavor to compensate for it. When I had this same dish earlier in the year, they had a mango salsa that was almost identical, but the mango more than made up for the generous dash of cilantro in the salsa and it was delicious. Mitchell’s Fish Market has an amazing corn relish that complements the dish, so it is possible to do it right. Parker’s corn salsa just doesn’t measure up.

After the small appetizer, I ordered a martini the way I enjoy it—slightly dirty with Bombay Sapphire. I usually judge the bartender off of how this tastes, since so many of them seem to mess up this simple, but fantastic cocktail. Mine was, as I expected from the Taproom at Parker’s, wonderful. Not too salty, but it had just enough of the olive brine to make it taste amazing. Also, and this is almost a silly point, but the olives they use in the martini are fantastic. I need jars of these in my house. Many, many jars of delicious olives… I am feeling a bit of drool coming on.

The corn salsa… not my favorite

The crowd in this bar is, admittedly, much more senior than myself. I felt it was pretty safe to say that, aside from one or two of the waitresses, I was the youngest person in the building. But that usually seems concurrent with my tastes.

To be blunt, I love Parker’s. It isn’t perfect and it’s overpriced. But the atmosphere makes up for it. I can’t remember having bad service at the bar and the food is always excellent. My advice? Go during happy hour for a late lunch and a couple of drinks. The Taproom is beautiful, with a gorgeous and intimate bar and a dining area that is complemented with paintings of horse races and a fireplace. They have live music Thursday, Friday and Saturday that is usually quite good. It seems to primarily serve residents of the area and people from local businesses, but I quite like the ability to go in there at 3:00 PM on a Wednesday and enjoy a drink and some good food with a bit of privacy.

Atmosphere: A+

Food: A-

Drinks: A

Price: D

Live Music: Yes

Wi-Fi: No

Overall: B+

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Getting Back in the Groove

I haven’t done this in sometime.

This feels strange… oh well.

By which I mean that I haven’t been writing nearly as much as I would like. Not in the past couple of years…. There have been times when I sat down at my laptop and attempted to pound out something, but it hasn’t amounted to much of anything. Every so often I’d end up with the start of a short story, an opinion piece that had been bouncing around in my head, even occasionally a poem. But in general, I haven’t been writing anything at all.

And that scares the shit out of me.

I love to write. It makes me feel good to get the things that clutter my head down on paper (whether virtual or physical). When I am not writing, my thoughts pile up and make it difficult to think or concentrate. Then, when I do have an idea that makes me want to pick up a pen or a keyboard, I no longer have the ability to just type away—it feels cold and wrong.

So, I’m going to attempt to write more and hold myself accountable (good luck there, Chris…). Hopefully, it amounts to me actually giving enough of a crap to produce more than a couple hundred words every few days. Maybe become a habit. If not, it’s just another failed experiment and there’s no harm done in that.

The worst fear is that I’m just a lazy person. Which I don’t believe is the case. I certainly am not lazy when I’m at work. And when I feel inspired to do something, I usually see it through. I heard an interesting opinion on laziness on Chris Hardwick’s the Nerdist podcast yesterday. He was interviewing Jason Schwartzman and they were discussing waking up in the morning. They came to the conclusion that humans love to please their short-term desires instead of their long-term desires. So, while it might be better for me to sit down and try to write, the payoff of binge-watching episodes of the Walking Dead or Peep Show on Netflix is all the more tempting, because it will gratify me immediately. Whereas while writing, drawing or making music, the real payoff is at the conclusion—that moment when you have finished something that you are proud to call yours.

Here’s to being a less lazy person going forward.

 

Currently Reading: American Gods by Neil Gaiman

Currently Listening: The Nerdist Podcast by Chris Hardwick

 

 

 

Christmas bells are ringing…

I don’t really know if I’m looking forward to the holidays. Perhaps a little bit. Make no mistake, I love Christmas and most of the things, which come along with it, but as B.B. King said: “The thrill is gone.”

There isn’t much of anything to look forward to at the moment. Which feels wrong, as this is the first year since I was a toddler that I am not waiting for a break from school. I suppose I miss the anticipation. Among other unmentionables. And until I have something to anticipate (i.e. a job looming on the horizon) there isn’t really any need to look forward to anything….

One of the few creatively active things I have done of late

If not for the cold weather and the obvious safety concerns, I’d take to running at night this month, so that I can glance at the Christmas lights in the neighborhood. It was warm enough to run outside the other night. For some reason they provided me with an extra jolt of adrenaline the other night at dusk. And it’s a far less inert way to enjoy the holiday decorations than driving by in a car.

On days when it isn’t raining (which will be few and far between this week), the brisk air is extraordinarily clear. As I left my house the other morning at 5:30 AM, I looked up and was greeted by a sky brimming with gleaming stars—far more than I remember seeing in the summer sky. Orion loomed over the treetops, lucid enough to be traced out by fingertip. And (vaguely) toward the north I could pick out one of the Dippers and Polaris. There are a few advantages in having to be up so early in the morning.

Aside from that, I really have nothing in the way of news or information. This past month has been blank and I’ve accomplished little of value (aside perhaps for that drawing above). *Shrugs shoulders* Meh. You win some, you lose some.

Recently Read:
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay  by Michael Chabon

Currently Reading:
John Lennon: The Life by Phillip Norman

Listening to:
Where is My Mind by Pixies

Simple, Modern Fables Told in Hushed Voices: A Review of Stories for Nighttime and Some for the Day

Stories for Nighttime and Some for the Day
By Ben Loory.
210 pp. New York:
Penguin. $15.00

There’s a certain level of magic in simplicity. Especially in fiction. Many writers seem to have abandoned economical writing in favor of stories that wander aimlessly for hundreds of pages before finally selecting an appropriate place to end. As author Ben Loory states:

“What’s the attraction in writing long? is the question as far as I’m concerned. I’ve read “War and Peace”; it was pretty good. But I’ll take Tolstoy’s “The Three Hermits” over it any day of the week. One is a jewel that lives in my head; the other was an arduous journey I went on one time and don’t remember particularly well.”

Loory is well versed in the value of brevity. None of the stories in his collection of short stories, Stories for Nighttime and Some for the Day, feel like an “arduous journey.” What we receive instead are thought provoking flashes of fiction that are left stewing in our heads long after we finished reading. None of Loory’s modern day fables meander beyond their means. In fact, all of the stories are concise enough to fit over a few pages.

The reasoning for these minimalistic short stories is twofold. On one hand, the genres of fables, folklore, and fairy-tales have never been well suited to longer works. These are, as Loory alludes to in the title of his collection, bed-time stories tailored for an adult audience. Grown-up versions of the ones your parents might have read to you as a child. On the other hand, Loory’s philosophy on writing is better suited to brief stories. He said in an interview with Emprise Review: “I just try to do it as quickly and efficiently as possible, with no metaphors or incidentals to get in the way.”

Although these are short, simple tales, they can also be rather dark. Many end in death, murder, loss, and heartache. There are a few happy endings, but not quite enough to outshine the dark stories. Not to say that these stories are all doom and gloom—quite the contrary in fact. There’s a level of dark humor and wit to all of the stories, which is quite entertaining.

Not every story is a gem, however. Some will just wash over you. Others stay with you and make you think. But the collection is quite good as a whole and well worth the critical acclamation it has been receiving. I recommend reading it.

You can even read a few of Loory’s stories here:

Bigfoot (Below all of the publishing information)
The Girl in the Storm
The Book

For more information about Loory, click here.